A Reminder of Who Is Driving

Had an epiphany while I was driving to the new house this morning. I was feeling a mixture of distraction and dread and dissociation, a feeling I often feel driving…

Boy, so confusing

A few weeks ago, I was scrolling through Grindr like the dumb gay I am. I was feeling pretty lonely, which is the worst time to be on Grindr (and…

Russian Doll Days

I feel like I’m stuck in the story I tell about myself. Sometimes I feel very stuck in my own head and I know it’s not healthy for me and…

First Post

I’m trying to get my life on track. I can’t say back on track because I don’t think my life’s ever been on track. There’s been times where I have…